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Tuesday, September 8, 2009

Approval, Acceptance, and Moving On

**In the name of Jesus Christ, I protect this blog and my future thoughts. I also ask for protection against any emotional upheaval that may impair my mind. Jesus, I am so close to finishing. Help me to successfully cross the finish line.**

Regarding my recent post on Palestrina enlightenment, my DA said this is a "very convincing interpretation." Kudos to me and him!

I am editing what is to be the second draft of my dissertation, and hopefully the final if it passes the boards and I do what is required.

On to other things on my mind. I've been thinking a lot lately about the famous phrase "Never make someone a priority when they make you an option." Why spend all of your energy chasing after someone that doesn't want to be chased?

I get on Facebook and turn my chat on. Before I know it, around 5 friends have popped up with messages saying "Hi! How are ya?" or picking up where the last conversation left off. Some friends will just greet me with a "hey" while others do so with a nickname or even a smiley, or both. These are the people I must commit my energy towards.

When friends remove you from their Facebook friends list, or from the friendship in general, this is not my fault. It is sad to see them go. Sometimes they are influenced by others viewpoints about me. The only way I can change that is responding in love and living well, succeeding in life. Get my Ph.D., achieve my dream job, etc. A response in anger only fuels the fire for more hate. This has happened to me a lot this year. Perhaps I am too naive to accept that most people don't follow their own gut.

"Keep your face always towards the sunshine and the shadows will fall behind you." - Walt Whitman

This is the quote I have found for my dissertation. In my interpretation, the sunshine, or light of any form, represents love. The shadows, or darkness, is the sinful hate and bitterness that plagues all of us so much. Humanity, as a whole, longs to be unconditionally loved and accepted for who they are, right now--not who they were or who they can be. If one keeps their face towards those who love them for who they are, then the others don't matter anymore.

1 comment:

ebony said...

just wanted to say the last paragraph really struck a chord with me. Its so true and much could be avoided if people did face the sun. x