DAY-O, Daylight come and we all go home....

Hahahaha, somebody asked me today why I am so happy. It's like a complete change of last week. God, I hope I'm not bipolar. That would suck....really bad. I told her I'm on happy drugs and it's just made me apathetic about a lot of things and really happy about others. And I was also wired on caffeine at the time too. I need to lay off caffeine. :)
Theory was fun this morning to a point. I didn't really understand the homework and I was desperately asking the elderly lady in our class for help. Oboe was good. Dr. Malone is like such a happy person and is a real joy to be around EXCEPT when she sneaks up behind you and does that knee thing to make you lose your balance. she did that to me a few days ago. scared the crap out of me. :)~ thank you dahling!
Dr. Hauer payed me a compliment today. He said "It is such a joy to have you in this class. You know so much material." I was floored. If I know so much material, then how come I don't test well? I just hope he isn't disappointed if I screw up the essays on my upcoming test. He's had us writing journal entries so he should know how I write by now. I have a really bad habit of writing what I think. Not just my opinion, but the style that I write in looks like it is coming straight from my conscience. Every time I do tests with essays, I always feel rushed because I try to compile my thoughts in a certain amount of time. I don't get it. Last semester, I made a 97 on the second test in Baroque. Understand that this is the highest grade I've ever made on test under Hafer. My essays on that test were well thought out. However, on the first test, I made a 77. And on the paper I scored an 86 or 88, can't remember which. He says my writing is unambiguous, but apparently with those grades, it can't be that way all the time. And on the last test, I did write out my essay questions prior to and I used my notes/handouts for material to study from. It just pisses me off that I can't write perfectly every time. Hafer did tell me to patient with the writing process because I am still learning and that writing is hard. How can I be patient when this is interfering with my GPA?
Carmen rehearsal was decent. THE WORK NEEDS TO BE MEMORIZED!!!

I am so sleepy right now, but I cannot seem to pry myself away from the laptop. I wonder why.